Suck it up nabelle , no point of crying. Tapi kenapalah susah sangat nak stop menangis -.- why? I've been like this since aku masuk SSP. Dear Allah , asal la banyak sangat dugaan after aku masuk ssp? First parents aku and now my results. Dear god , why do I have to face all this? I'm tired of living , I'm tired of crying , tired of making my self feel guilty all the time , tired of everything! I'm such a loser , to you , to my mum , my dad , my friends? What shall I do now? I'm begging for yr forgiveness dear god. Please , I'm tired of all this. I decided to post on my blog because , I can't find a shoulder to cry on , no one will listen. Not even my mum :'( I really wish I had a sister or a brother :/ Maan why does life have to be so complicated. Ya Allah -.- haihhh the only thing left for me to do is pray , bersabar and yeah life must go on. No matter what happens -.- and I know tht you'll always be by my side , no matter how many ujians you'll been giving , I'll just have to face it :/ and I'm very grateful of everything.